night 5 (aug 27-28)

i was in some sort of gentleman's smoking room. the kind filled with stuffy old white guys in the society where money buys everything.

my mother (not my real mother), was trying to get someone to help her get into this exclusive country club. she was also kind of drunk.

the person said they would help and he proceeds to somehow, get us in.

then i'm laying next to the pool with my drunken mother, old grandmother, and my best friend.

my grandmother was asleep, my mother (still drunk) was chatting up some boy. then this spanish looking boy goes up to my best friend to start flirting with her. he gives me a strange look, almost filled with hate, and i became furious. i stood up and started yelling, telling him that my best friend and i had this friendship where we approved each others' boyfriends/dates. and i did not approve of him.

he stood up and began to yell at me, but then my best friend stood up, and shoved him in the pool.

we looked at each other, thinking my mother would get angry at us for making a scene, but we looked at her and she, from her drunken haze, had passed out.

then i woke up.

night 4 (aug 17-18)

this dream was a few nights ago. my computer charger was broken so it was hard for me to post it.
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i was with this guy i used to like. i hadn't seen him in a while. but he was flirting with me and acting like we had never been apart.

i looked at my left hand and he had carved into it the words "i like y" like he had started to put you, but then didn't finish. i looked at his face and he smiled.

then i woke up.

i think there were other bits, but that is what stuck with me.

night 3 (august 6-7)

dream 1:

really violent. my family (not my real family, but this made up dream family) and i were being chased by a violent person. i don't remember much except i threw knives at him, two landed in his chest, but the rest just bounced off. he seemed to have killed a lot of people also.

then all of a sudden i was in a candy shop in paris. i was getting candy until i realized i had no idea how to get to my hotel. then i couldn't even remember what my hotel was called. then i panicked.

then i woke up.

dream 2:

i was hanging with nikki blonsky (of hairspray), because apparently i was going to be in hairspray 2.

then we were in a classroom with a lot of other people. john waters (who wrote hairspray) was at the front announcing the cast members as they came in.

nikki and i were sitting on a mat on the far side of the classroom. john announced zac efron, who walked over to where we were and sat down between nikki and i.

she and i looked at each other. game on.

then my cat screeched and woke me up.

update: august 5

don't worry, friends, i have not forgotten you.

i have, however, been forgetting my dreams. i have dreamed every night since my last post - of that i am sure, but within moments of waking up, i forget them.

it is frustrating and intriguing. i'm going to look into this.