night 1 (july 28-29)

i'm in a doctor's office in a hospital. i'm wearing the gowns and the bracelet.

i have the sense that i'm supposed to be somewhere else. i think my parents are there.

the doctor comes in holding scans/x-rays. he then tells me that i have a large tumor in my brain. at first, i'm shocked, but then i come to realize that it is something i've known for a long time... prolonged headaches, some short-term memory loss, hearing problems. (all things that i have experienced in real life at one point or another)

i step into the hallway to call some people before i go into surgery, someone calls my name, and i see this girl i was in a class with. sweet girl, and she's gained a lot of weight (in my dream only). she starts to ask why i'm there, but i look away.

then my alarm goes off and i wake up...