night 8 (oct 17-18)

i was walking with with a friend into a gymnasium. there were two rows of people, maybe like 40 long in front of a stage. in the middle, another friend had saved me a seat. i sat next to her.

two guys from mtv's show the buried life were speaking. ben and duncan, i think. well, ben had the mic and was speaking, and the other was just standing next to him. there were right in front of where i was sitting, and my eyes kept going back and forth between them, as if if i wasn't looking at one of them, something major would happen.

duncan motions for me to walk over to the stage. i look around to see if he meant someone else, but he points at me.

i walk over to the stage and he hops down from it. i was a little tense since i had no idea what was going on. he pulled me in, and set his arms on my shoulders and i put my hands on his sides.

he tells me that he thinks i should stop waking up so early, because my life doesn't happen when i'm not there, so i should stop feeling like i'm going to miss something. he said something else, but i can't remember. i was crying and he just hugged me.

then i was leading people into a bookstore, because i was helping the buried life guys do something. we get into the bookstore and i go to someone to see if they will call their names over the loudspeaker. it turned into chaos and this girl named samantha wieners tried to help me. then i go to the back of the store to a seating area and there is this guy that i know. he is sitting there with someone who is supposed to be his wife and two children. (not his real family at all) his wife looks like she could be 12 while his children have tags on them that say 5 and 2. i stare at his wife wondering how she could have possibly given birth that young.

then i woke up and was very confused.